This Just Sucks

That is all I can say about chemo. I feel nauseous like I did when I was pregnant with both my kids but without the promise and joy of a new baby.

I knew I would feel gross, but I had no idea. Hopefully, day 5 will be better tomorrow. Nothing really tastes good, especially water, which is weird. I hope my taste buds come back soon.

I am getting used to the hair. It's not so bad and really fast to fix. It will be less of a shock when it starts to really fall out soon.

Yesterday, mom, Lisa, Bella, and I got out for a bit. I didn't know that Lisa snuck this picture, but I have to admit that I love it. It was one of those moments of "I never want to let my baby go." She has been so worried about me and so sweet. I know this whole journey will help make my kids better people too. It will be a challenge for us all, but we will all be stronger in the end.